While I pass HSC &matriculate I quickly find I cant

even really do basic clerical jobs

but from moment i leave school my health mentally
is going lower very quickly ,its amazing i survived in employment even as long as i did but not to any evail as as best i know all was removed by BNP paribas My first job was at dairy farmers Ultimo where i resign after just three weeks not because i wanted to but know i will soon get the sack as i couldnt do the what most would regard as a basic clerical job
i sell my motorbike
and im immediatelly seized with thoughts the new owner will meet her
death on it and ill be responsible i cant get it out of my mind
i get this old 52 holden and im forevr just rubbing back its paint and repainting
it i had this obsession of it rusting further
at work if you could call it such as i rally despite
staggering effort wasnt getting much done i started getting all soughts of fears id spread poisons via the paperwork from the mechanics so started washing my hands endlessly i also feared id cause a plane to crash if made a clerical error so was constantly rechecking

Latest comments

29.09 | 01:29

its very sad that this has happened to you its like as if the govt is against you too

27.11 | 20:03

well my brain has been damaged by the canaccord experience so im still struggling bto do this well or ok

26.10 | 11:07

Hēi, nín wèishéme zhìzuò zhège wǎngzhàn. Nín xiǎng yào de jiéguǒ shì shénme? Nín shìfǒu bù dānxīn huì yīn fěibàng ér bèi qǐsù? Měihǎo de yītiān.

20.10 | 04:09

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